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Birthday Wishes [Dec. 12th, 2006|03:11 pm]
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE!!  <333333

Hope you had a great day and more presents for you 2moro..
Hehe
Now you're 17..with the rest and then it shall be Syrenas turn
But yes i hope your dinners great!
Mmmm mashed potatos and peassss
And i hope you get alot of love <33333
Cause you know i'll give it to you Lol

LOVE YOU LOTS BOOBOO!! <3 XOXOXOXOXO

Love, Megan <3




And now you have a jesus candle <3

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Its already May..whoa bear [May. 2nd, 2006|02:14 pm]
kissing_chaos04
[Tags|]
[Feeling: |sicksick?]
[Listening to: |Talking in the kitchen..]

Happy Birthday Simon <3

Ugh. My throat is kiiiilling me. I duno how im supposed to go to cheerleading and i should be leaving now but my rides late as usual Lol. Yay Allison..But im gonna go cause i went Sunday and i feel.."productive". I had a pretty good 2 days i guess. Start of May <3 Which means good weather. But i stayed home yesterday and did shit all. Cause i felt like crap when i got up and toda we had a late start but felt like a regular fucking day. Skipped 3rd thank god cause i wouldve died if i went. and chilled with Danielle and Zack. Now to get zee phone call. And its already Wednesday and 2moro is a short day. <3 So thats good to. And then friday which should be good and of course Weed March <3 So im havin a good weekend hopefully. And i really need a job now. its come to the time that i neeed one. And John wants me to work for him selling icecream on a bicycle by the beach. Hmm..And he says that he'll get all of us on it. So i duno. 13 bucks and hour Lol. But now i really need to do something about my throat because its getting hard to talk and swallow. It really hurts </3 Ouch..I duno what to do. I was just sick. my immune system blows. But other than that it's so nice outside and i strolled home and the rest of the week should be this way if not better. Shit man. I got home today and went into my room..changed into shorts and then came out and there was this..bald lady digging through my fridge o_O..So i ran inside and called Rafa. Lmao. But it turns out that shes my moms friend. And i know her..Shes nice. And shes like uhh were u hiding and me o course was like nawww man iwas..talking on the phone. Pfftt..Whatever. Ms.Crist comes back tomorrow. Arg i wish it was summer <3

Love, Megz <3




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just a thought.. [Apr. 23rd, 2006|08:05 pm]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |thoughtfulthoughtful]

You're a little bitch aren't you..

Thats okay cause thats not how i run shit in my relationsips. Cause as far as i know, we're not in Grade 2 anymore..

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1st day of school? [Feb. 6th, 2006|12:56 pm]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |angryangry]
[Listening to: |Peanut Butter Wolf..]

And it sucked? Well i duno..im fuckin pissed about my classes and now my moms pissed cause i told her. Im tired of this dumbass school. What a waste of fuckin time. I dont want classes i have no fucking use for. Dumb cunts in guidance to. Fuck. I dont want Tech again and i for damn sure dont want this Math class. I wanna change schools now i do. I could go to the student school or some shit i duno. I think im slowly maturing and realizing that im not going anywhere in that stupid fucked school. Ugh. Then Amber made a friend with some stupid ass girl from Runnymede and told me not to leave her with her and well she left me with her if you think about it. So fuck.......Im sorry i dont like ugly fuckin useless black guys. And my stomach fuckin hurts to. I really dont like this day. I change my mind. Fuckin cold to and ill bitch about everything cause frankly i dont give a fuck anymore. And i have to wait till Wednesday to see some kind of change in my timetable cause im getting Art i dont care. Its my life. If i dont have art tell me wtf im supposed to do. Im sorry but thats what my lifes based on and thats the direction im heading in. And i didnt fuckin get Photography either but i think Morgan did so i duno wut the fuck thats about. I duno. Im just really mad now and its escalating cause im typing about it. So dont be mad at me if i sound like im attacking anyones cause im not, im just reeaallllyyyy frustrated <3. But i took Amber to Kipling to kind of calm down before i came to sit in my house. And it was good. And the ride back was good to. Uh, John bought a dog yesterday and i want to call him to bring it down here cause i wanna see it.<3 And then i could see him as well. I dunno....I gotta go to school 2moro and its a short day i think and then i thought of going down to Eatons Centre to drop my application for American Eagle and maybe Hollister. Cause i really need a job. And if i get one then itll be good cause itll give me something to do. And moneys something ill look forward to. Fuck this day for real...But i did like Media. Im happy about that class cause its interesting and seems like something nice to learn about and whatever....Forget it....I wanna do fuckin lines in times like these but with the random fuckin nose bleeds im getting it doesnt seem worth it. Fucked up body...

Luv, Megz </3




have some composure : you're pulling the trigger all wrong    </3

 

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THEY WON!!!!!! [Feb. 4th, 2006|10:28 pm]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |drunkdrunk]

HELL YEAH! The Pittsburg Steelers win the SUPERBOOOWWLLL! Fuck yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha...And Megan and Rafa are a little drunk on a Sunday Lmao. Fuckin love the SuperBowll!!!!!!!!!!!!! Owwww! Time to get naked and sleeeeeeepp. Peaccceeee

Megz <3333

 

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I really do <3 Michael Jackson [Feb. 2nd, 2006|09:49 am]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |cheerfulcheerful]
[Listening to: |I wanna rock with you - Michael Jackson]

Im gonna go shower soon and meet Rafa. My mom keeps calling me cause she wants me to do community hours at her work but im just ignoring her. I was supposed to go downtown with Amber but i thought i couldnt because of her..but to late now. Im watching BET and they had this Michael Jackson countdown thing and i really do love this man Lol hes so entertaining and at one point was very cute. Heh. Hmm o yeah i took Danielle down to Rexdale Lmao. And we had a good time with Amber and Christopher <3. And of couse we got to meet Panda!! I love that dog and shes so much fun to play with and so fluffy. <3333. But yah just chilled and watched SO much Dawsons Creek Lmao..BASSET HOUNNDD(sp) And i got up this morning and it was on and i was like THANK THE FUCKIN LORD! I felt like i was having a relapse. I need to watch it now Lol. I cant not..And Ambers gotta find disc 1 quick times. Heh. But it was really good. Uhh..John called yesterday and i told him that whatever he wanted to do i would go wiht him cause im "making it up" to him. So he suggested a strip club and i was like uhh yeeaahh..I have no idea if hes serious. Lol I might go but i dunnooo..Ive had enough of strip clubs in my life. I read Danielles journal and it made me think but then again im always kind of thinking of that in the back of my mind. Im terrified of my future yeah but im learning to take it one day at a time and try to do at least one productive thing a day. I need to get a job and just start my life basically. I love to drum and i love to dance. I love art cause yeah i could call it my life. Ive just never actually had that actual passion for something or the uhh drive? To keep going on it. But yanno..i think ive relized the bullshit ive done and ill change it just slowly. Lol. For sureeeee..Cause i thought of all the bad in my life and i thought i need more good. Like my friends and things i like or whatever. And i can try to be a "nicer" person. Cause i think im a good friend or at least i try to be. Cause i know if i started to make a list of things i dislike and whatever i would be long and shit. But now its just ramble shit. I hate when that happens fuckk...Im gonna put on some more Michael Jackson and take a nice shower....<33 wooo!! I love you Michael Lmao..

Luv, Megz <3

Thriller - Michael Jackson

It’s Close To Midnight And Something Evil’s Lurking In The Dark
Under The Moonlight You See A Sight That Almost Stops Your Heart
You Try To Scream But Terror Takes The Sound Before You Make It
You Start To Freeze As Horror Looks You Right Between The Eyes,
You’re Paralyzed

‘Cause This Is Thriller, Thriller Night
And No One’s Gonna Save You From The Beast About Strike
You Know It’s Thriller, Thriller Night
You’re Fighting For Your Life Inside A Killer, Thriller Tonight

You Hear The Door Slam And Realize There’s Nowhere Left To Run
You Feel The Cold Hand And Wonder If You’ll Ever See The Sun
You Close Your Eyes And Hope That This Is Just Imagination
But All The While You Hear The Creature Creepin’ Up Behind
You’re Out Of Time

‘Cause This Is Thriller, Thriller Night
There Ain’t No Second Chance Against The Thing With
Forty Eyes
You Know It’s Thriller, Thriller Night
You’re Fighting For Your Life Inside Of Killer, Thriller Tonight

Night Creatures Call
And The Dead Start To Walk In Their Masquerade
There’s No Escapin’ The Jaws Of The Alien This Time
(They’re Open Wide)
This Is The End Of Your Life

They’re Out To Get You, There’s Demons Closing In On Every Side
They Will Possess You Unless You Change The Number On Your Dial
Now Is The Time For You And I To Cuddle Close Together
All Thru The Night I’ll Save You From The Terror On The Screen,
I’ll Make You See

That This Is Thriller, Thriller Night
‘Cause I Can Thrill You More Than Any Ghost Would Dare To Try
Girl, This Is Thriller, Thriller Night
So Let Me Hold You Tight And Share A Killer, Diller, Chiller
Thriller Here Tonight

Darkness Falls Across The Land
The Midnite Hour Is Close At Hand
Creatures Crawl In Search Of Blood
To Terrorize Y’awl’s Neighbourhood
And Whosoever Shall Be Found
Without The Soul For Getting Down
Must Stand And Face The Hounds Of Hell
And Rot Inside A Corpse’s Shell
The Foulest Stench Is In The Air
The Funk Of Forty Thousand Years
And Grizzy Ghouls From Every Tomb
Are Closing In To Seal Your Doom
And Though You Fight To Stay Alive
Your Body Starts To Shiver
For No Mere Mortal Can Resist
The Evil Of The Thriller

<3

 

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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2006|05:55 am]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |aggravatedaggravated]

FUCK IT...



Megz <3

 

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bring on second semester! [Jan. 30th, 2006|07:22 pm]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |geekygeeky]
[Listening to: |Tears and rain - James Blunt]

I cant believe i raced Karthy(sp) to school Lmfao. That butt fucking bastard. I won tho..he knows Heh. I did my English exam today and w-t-f? Har har..Seriously Lol. My hand was all cramped and pink and shit. I did 3 pages of probably complete shit. I think after about the fist page i just started rambling. I was talking about what i was gonna eat after and how trees are green. I really dunno. It was really random and i so hope i pass. I cant cross anything else Lol My fingers are crossed, my toes, my eyes, my fukin tongue. Now i gotta head to school 2moro but i think me and Danielle are seeing Amber 2moro. So thats cool. Chilled with them after the exam and smoked from Mufasa <3. And then John took me home cause i had a drumming thing to play later on which went pretty good. So thank you Liam<3. But i bailed early cause i felt tired and over worked. I texted John though but he never texted me back so i called his ass Lol. I feel so bad for just leaving him all the time now. But i dont want to make any more excuses. Cause im sure its aggravating and shit. But i called and pleaded forgiveness? But all i get is im sure you'll make it up for me next weekend. And i didnt like the tone in that answer like sure Megan..Im sure you will..But fuck what can i do right? I dunno. People have to learn to forgive me Lol. And thats really ignorant and self centered but i dunno. Until i "grow up" i guess thats how i am. I care but i care to extent. Its not that i want to bail on him but yanno..I could have at least given you more information before time or whatever. Fuck it its done and i had crazy fun anyways Lol. Umm..yah i guess thats it. I dont have cheerleading 2moro cause we've moved it to Sunday so thats pretty bomb. Today i realized that im very sensitive..Like im just a pussy Lol. I dont take things very easily. I a talk SO much shit but in the end it takes me a little longer to take it in. But i guess my lazyness and sheer ignoration? If thats a word takes care of it. Like i cant even yell for a long time without starting to cry. It was just really fucked up. Im not as strong as i thought i was i guess. Verbally or physically but whatever. Shit sticks with me and i find myself going but why would they say that or something...I dunno. Its all to weird Lol And i really like this song cause its insanely catchy. Heh..someones coming into our basement and stealing food Lmao..Or someones sleep eating..I bet its me Lmao...Shhiiittt

Luv, Megz <33




i dont know how you haven't moved on....      <3

Beating heart baby - Head Automatica

(Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of you heart, baby

You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cuz you don't know what you do to me

[Chorus:]
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating heart baby
The beating of your heart, baby
[repeat]

Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2]
Girl, you gotta get away from me
'Cause you want nothing to do with me

[Chorus (x2)]

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah
[repeat]

You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]

[Chorus (x3)]

 

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Last day of semester 1...Dangg [Jan. 25th, 2006|12:43 pm]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |hungryhungry]
[Listening to: |Beating heart baby - Head Automatica]

FUCKIN HAPPY AS HELL that semester one is done. I dont have to deal with Mr.Franzen anymore..Fuck. =D Had a good day, smoked a joint and now me Danielle and the old man have beef..Im gonna miss Parenting Lol. And English only cause we were all together. Came home after school cause im fuckin tired as hell. And wanted "alone time" if thats what you wanna call it. Hm i dont want John to have a job Lol I feel like such a bitch but i dunno..I'll miss seeing him at school i guess. Im seeing Danielle 2moro cause we planned that lol So it should go smoothly. I realllyy gotta finish my Parenting project cause thats it. I might go to the student school next year or semester but probably not. I duno. I dont wanna go alone Lol Me and Brittany were talkin about it cause i think shes goin but i duno. Dumb shit anyways..Nuthin else really..just fucked up rambling. I wish i was someplace else......

Luv, Megz <3



Dear i think we're facing a problem
    You love me longer, i know            </3

 

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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2006|07:11 am]
kissing_chaos04
[Feeling: |awakeawake]
[Listening to: |Fallout Boy..]

Ive been up since 9 something i think. And my bodys so tired Lol. Had a swine Friday with Danielle yesterday. <33 Smoked up and just chilled. Soooo high Lol I just thought about it and we really were. Like i tried not to make eye contact with her dad. Heh. I hope that the others had a good time at their hotel party. Cause we had to call to make sure they were okay. Seen John yesterday to after school and it was okay. We both looked at each other and i chose to keep looking and he gave me a stupid look..It was like Grade 4 all over again Lol. And i duno if i'll go to the movie with him tonight or..Alicias..or where ever. Im gonna go meet Travis downtown later. Cause he's going to set up his shit and i guess i could help. Sean hasn't called siinnccee...yestersday night.Yeah. Hes like i keep thinking about you before i go to sleep which makes it harder for me to actually fall asleep And i called him a sappy piece of shit with bad lines Lol. But we haven't talked about anything to..sad? If thats the word. Just like we're firends and thats how it should stay kind of thing. And thats fine with me. I got up this morning and my mom bought me 2 new swim suits in the middle of fuckin winter cause shes a sale fiend. And theyre pretty bomb <3. I really like them..Cept one of them is Morgans but in like pink and orange and stuff instead of uhh black and green. But i love it and another one to. So now im sitting in the other one. And i probably look really stupid Lol. But its hot in the house anyways. Hm..im gonna try to remember to call Danielle at noonish or she'll call me. I wana change my Travis icon thingy to one of my other ones but im s attached to him. Hes so perfect and hot <3 Who gives a shit..Either way. Im gonna go put on some Britney Spears and shake what my mama gave meh...in front of her Lol <33 Peaacceeeeeee nigguhhss

Luv, Megz <33




And then he walked in all...<insert sketchy face here>
  
                                Lmfao im really not sry for laughing..Fuckin hilarious AHAHAHA <3

 

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